I'm sick of you making me sad.
and acting one way in public.
and a different way when we're apart from eachother.
you broke my heart and your breaking it all over again.
There is something between us, and I hold unfortunate hopes in these dumb actions we show one another.
I've had my distractions but nothing has been enough. I need to learn to be content alone.

2009 sucks so far.

weird.

Will these weird feelings ever go away? Really great always turns into really weird for me.
I've had a headache/anxious brain for two straight days now and it is really wearing on me.
Vacation, please.